| im. different. so very different.. and i dont fit in.. my life frustrates me.. i stand out to much, and a party pooper. and well.. shit on my life. |
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| such a long time has passed..i kinda forgot about xanga. wow. but, dang.. can i please bitch about my life for one minute? yeah ok. it sucks. i suck. well i guess that was easier and shorter that what i thought it would be.. FML. how in the worrrrld..can someone be so damn stupid... well i guess i figured it out. |
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| so, its been over a month since my granny passed....and i seem to be handling pretty well, i still break down often but what else can i do? but i noticed i have not written here since she passed...it seems so long ago...and i wish it never happened. .....but i have AMAZING friends...thanks for your support. i was thinking about the up-coming holidays and i noted that this will be my first christmas without her. i know that for the last couple she has been in the nursing home but i was there with her. <3 |
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| nuts..this is nuts... so my great granny passed away yesterday...the day before that my great uncle passed and come to find out 2 months ago another great uncle passed away. life is short isnt it? and not to mention that three others have passed in ozona....in the last few days... the ozona death curse... i hate it. |
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| im so sick and tired of people being treated like shit. if you CANT trust your boyfriend or girlfriend then why you still there? if its just going to lead to your heart breaking? i hate it when people have their gf or bf on such a short leash that they cant talk to a member of the opposite sex...or even of the same sex! SERIOUSLY...thats your problem not mine...let me have my friend and let your gf or bf have his her friends... im real sad i have seen this so much lately....WTF? seriously, wtf? why would you want to make someone depressed? cuz thats whats happening cant you see that? i dunno...i want my old friend back but hes not there....hes all sad now...and why? cuz people wont let people be who they are. this person should be cherished, he is a great friend...let him be!i dont want my new good friend to move away but oh guess what im pretty sure thats where this is headed.im not trying to start anything i just want people to know that OBSESSIVE CONTROL over someone is not a relationship...its abuse and theft of who you ARE. until next time...................................ROCK ON' |
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